..."I can't."
"Edomiya." You are stern. "I cannot marry you now. I
must find myself first, before I find you. You have been good to me,
and I feel something for you--though if it is love, I do not know. I
am not experienced in such matters. And even if I was, before, I am
not now. What I was before matters. But not as much as who I am now.
But I want to find myself once and for all. Will you help
me?"
Edomiya's face falls. "I had a feeling you'd say that."
